Sorry about the truth, Pt.1
The key to getting and or keeping a job.
The key to getting a job with me, or keeping your job with me can sometimes come down to simply being sober and ready for work. I’m down for being totally non-judgmental about what you do on your own time. But if you show up to my set loaded or get loaded— sorry about it! And there’s the door. If you get high and totally miss the scene, a super-size sorry about it! Of course if I can’t tell then the problem is now a completely personal one that doesn’t interfere with work or your paycheck. I’m ok with maintaining this level of ignorance. In fact its so not any of my business I never need to know.
A major piece of advice for aspiring models… please don’t tell me you are planning on getting high before you’re even hired. (I know right???) If you have to get high to take a dick then I suggest maybe you practice for a few months with toys or Manhunt hookups until you can grin and take it like a pro. And if you still can’t then it’s an indicator that 1. you’re a top or 2. you’re straight. There’s an industry for that! Pot, kettle… you see where I am going.
And lastly do not arrange for your dealer to swing by the studio, ask me what time we’ll finish and if I could let him in the building. Jesus Fucking Christ! Take your medicine at home.
Am I bitter? Depends on who you ask. I say no, not really… more amazed! Some of us have come so far from the line of sanity that this even has to be addressed? I guess drug dealing in the eyes of the dealer is also considered a business too. Which is none of my business…
So gauge whether we are a good match by this test! If you are reading this post and think God this guy is a total dictator… then its an awesome indicator we will not get along and please don’t apply for a job.
In review: Please don’t taint my set with sloppy messy antics. Lets respect each other’s time and most of all patience, thank you. That is all.
Steve Cruz

4 Comments
Gay Porn Fanatic
You better preach! And tell them boys what’s up!
I just…maybe it’s me, but it seems like to show up to your place of work completely high is disrespectful. But I guess since many think “It’s just porn” they think that about it too.
Anyway, I wish you the best.
12 Jul 2012 05:07 pm (@@Gaypornfanatic)
Bill
If you’re saying these things, that means it’s happened to you or someone you know. That’s crazy! But I don’t know what’s crazier, that they did it, or expected you to be ok with it happening. Wow.
I am a first time commenter but a very long time fan. Just wanted to say you’re a sexy, sexy guy & I LOVE your fur! I wish this shaved look would go away already. But above all that I love your eyes & grin most. Thanks for all your amazing work.
12 Jul 2012 06:07 pm (@Twitter)
Steve Cruz
Its all happened to me. Its all true. I can turn a tale but lucky for my blog readers the truth is ridiculous enough without embellishment. Unlucky for me this the chaos I've been filtering on the job. No wonder I'm exhausted all the time. Its a giant naked day care. But dont feel sorry for me, it will all make a great tell all book one day... that and I get to play with big dicks.
13 Jul 2012 05:07 pm
Robert Alvarez.
Personally, I love being a Master of Stating the Obvious, but even I feel that some things are too obvious to point out to someone.
Indeed, part of me wants to say how sorry I AM that you have had these experiences, but you are correct in that it does make for good writing. The passage that reads “A major piece of advice for aspiring models… please don’t tell me that you’re planning on getting high before you’re hired (I know, right???). That was HILARIOUS!
I AM new to your blog, but look forward to catching up. And to quote a commenter from Towlerroad, “Real men are hairy.” YUM!
21 Aug 2012 10:08 am (@@thetarotman)
You must be logged in to post a comment.