Cruz Diary
July 25- Finally a day off after commuting everyday to film the next Falcon movie. How much do I love Trystan Bull!
July 20- Looking forward to working with the legendary sexy Cody Cummings today!
July 19- Great shoot up in Sonoma County! I got lots of sun.
July 18- Played with the Boys Next Door, well not literally but it was almost as fun.
July 16- Great day in wine country with Bruno.
July 15- I see the light at the end of the tunnel this week, hopefully its not a train.
July 14- Discipline is again becoming a good friend. It helps to have new goals and — dare I say it again — to put yourself first in the ways that count.
July 13- I need a big dick… launched a talent search. Double entendre? Whatever.
July 12- Slept, played bass, slept, went to the gym, ate sensible meals, slept… what a great day.
July 11- Finally a day to reset and recharge…
July 10- Production is stress, there is no other way to put it. Excess of personalities stirring the pot, others trying hard to work together but when communication is poor sometimes feathers get ruffled. A healthy system could remedy a lot. Until that day, I started implementing little pep talks to clear the air and get right with my team. As I model I could always tell when the set was disorganized. I never want that for my boys but mistakes happen, people are people.
July 9- Not letting my busy schedule interfere with my healthy lifestyle anymore. Feeling so much better mentally, physically.
July 8- Up at 6pm, jog around the lake to the gym then a back workout, jog home get ready for work and direct two of the hottest men alive! A great day!
July 7- Rugburn begins: Race Cooper is drilling for home in Shay Michaels! Black on white is outtasight! (I went there)
July 6- People are often telling you what you are not giving them, and quick to forget what you have done for them in the past… maybe this is the real reason why the industry is a revolving door.
July 5- Fixing the edit that came back for FVP211 ‘Retreat’, planning FVP214 ‘Dripping Wet 4′ and gearing up for ‘Rugburn!’ the next Monster Bang! Busy. Busy. Busy.
July 4- Bruno and I took a stroll on the waterfront near our new apartment, our new neighborhood is awesome!
July 2- So much to be proud of ‘Dominus’, ‘Giants 1 and 2′, ‘Big Package’ and next week ‘Hard Friction: All Access’ all released at the same time. I feel accomplished.
July 1- My first day back to work, yes there was some foolishness… but what’s changed is me. Acceptance is knowing there will be foolishness and letting it be. In addition to foolishness there was also pizza.
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7 Comments
gary
Congratulations!!! You’re the best!
08 Feb 2011 03:02 pm
Gary Hopping
Steve, I look forwad to reading your daliy Cruz Diary,You’re funny, you inspire and are so positive! I love how you write and express yourself.
Some of your recent posts have made me feel a sadness for you, I hope things work out for what ever you’re going through,you’re a strong man!
Thinking of you
Gary.
25 Mar 2011 02:03 pm (@Twitter)
Gary Hopping
Yesterday is History,Tomorrow is a mystery and Today? Today is a gift thats why we call it the present!!
Some how when I write quotes they don’t work, not like yours, but I thought you needed one. Thinking of you Gary xo
09 Apr 2011 02:04 pm (@Twitter)
Gary Hopping
Hey, You Rock!! I’ve been through acouple of tough years from my bussiness to my relationship and you were there with words of wisdom and inspiration from your own life! I’m so proud of you!! I just want you to know that you inspire!! and entertain, please be well xo Gary.
10 May 2011 06:05 pm (@Twitter)
Gary H
People that truly care about you as a person love and respect your honesty and sincerity.
01 Jun 2011 06:06 pm (@Twitter)
Gary H
….of course!
21 Jun 2011 03:06 pm (@Twitter)
Gary H
…….hope everythings ok? and you’re well. xo
02 Aug 2011 07:08 pm (@Twitter)
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